THE OTHER SIDE OF THE STORY

born to die.

2012-02-07T00:30:00.000+08:00

sounds like something lady gaga would say huh?
well it's not! :P

there's something about this song/singer.
it's not particularly amazing or beautifully sung.
it's her voice... macam hypnotic.
:S
i've been replaying this song ever since.
it's stuck in my head! in a good way lah, not in like a Rebecca Black Friday type of way.
:P

it seems this lady - Lana Del Rey was being much maligned for her off-key performance on SNL recently.
She sounds okay though on other shows and on her album of course.
americans. *shrugs*
:P

i'm listening to her other songs and it's pretty much the same kinda music.
not bad though.
not bad at all.
:D
cakap macam power pulak. gi mati lerrrrrr :S

I don't know why I'm doing this.

2012-01-06T22:41:00.001+08:00

This is a very honest and depressing albeit truthful article about studying/practising medicine.

Top 10 Reasons Why You Should Not Go To Medicine.

I know I havent started working yet, but most of those things in the list are pretty true.
hahaha :P
Well I think every medical student should take this with a pinch of salt and really just ask yourself why you're doing medicine in the first place.
Different people are doing it for different reasons.
Not all of us are saintly or angelic enough in our reasoning to become a doctor.
(kepada sesiapa yang terasa, I salute you! God Bless You! :D )

If you ask me.
Why I'm doing medicine.
~~I have 5 reasons!~~
Just joking , that was a orientation thing we had to recite when a senior asked us why we chose to do medicine.
Because this is a suci blog (hahahaha) I won't reveal what those are!
:P
message me if you want to know :D (it's not that bad lah actually)

But I really don't know.
I just kinda dropped in and got roped to do medicine to be perfectly honest.
Aku dulu memang takde masa depan, had no inkling what I wanted to do after high school so :P

After 5 years, I have no regrets in choosing Medicine.
Belajar banyak (gila), banyak experience benda baru.
Met a lot of friends! ~~Had no girlfriend!~~
InsyaAllah bila practice nanti dapat tolong orang alleviate their worldly suffering.
InsyaAllah dapat pahala.

Doesn't really matter what you're doing actually.
Medicine, dentistry, pharmacology, Fashion, Hospitality.
Yang penting niat.

salam.
:)

p.s. this has not been a good week for me.
Ya Allah.
give me strength.
:D

last post of the year.

2011-12-31T23:33:00.003+08:00

hahaha. worst blogging year EVER.
biasa lah sibuk.
:P

review of 2011 ? maybe some other post.
uh-oh I've heard that before.
hahaha a bit tired and lazy and not in the mood now after United just lost :S

2 months more exam professional.
You have no idea how it feels like. Unless you were in my position.
I repeat : YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
:O

peace out ya'll.
kirim salam mak bapak (wtf?)
be safe.

oh yeah love this video:

I always love reading the top comments.
one guy was saying that JGL got FRIENDZONED hard!
kesian.

salam!
:D
happy new year!

aktiviti malam.

2011-12-07T02:54:00.001+08:00

step 1 :

step 2 :
Youtube subsequent videos. In order.

step 3 :
feel like shit.
#foreveralone.

hahahaha yes I'm bored! Whilst doing this stupid presentation :S
*yawn*

peace out everybody.
:D

randomity #110

2011-11-09T04:59:00.001+08:00

wonders of facebook/social networking.
posted on my status at 1 plus AM :
lapaarrrrrrrrrrrrrr (hungry).

10 minutes later :
went to eat with some friends who were also hungry.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
kenyang.

see? facebook CAN be beneficial.
:)

randomity #109

2011-10-07T01:20:00.001+08:00

iStress + iScared.
21 weeks left.
:(
and my status of even sitting for the exam pon tak tau lagi.
sigh.

and even if I'm able to sit for this exam.
and I don't think I can ~~pass~~ scrape myself through this time.
:(
hmmmmmm.

in other news :

R.I.P Steve Jobs.

now this guy is a legend.

nobody lives forever.

gotta make use of what you got when you still got it, know what I'm saying?

night.

salam.

picture taken from:

boredpanda.com

dah register belom?

2011-09-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

dah ada bau election sekarang.

hmmmmm.

our wily, beloved PM is at it again!

p.s. at 1:35 , be prepared to fall in love with Sharifah Amani. CUTE GILA! :<3

~~oh it's just me ke? damn.~~

Nurul Izzah rapping FTW!

and klaka lak tengok Lee Chong Wei singing along.

hahahaha.

okay bye.

thanks sapa yang host open house this weekend.

insyaAllah dapat pergi.

Amin.

peace guys. and girls of course.

~~wink wink wink~~

gender equality and all that.

shamelessly reposted.

2011-09-10T13:56:00.003+08:00

hi.

before you all shout "PENCURI!!! tak original langsung post!!! ewwwwww! "

I shamelessly took this from Blog Serius.

so there. and he got it from http://www.recombinantrecords.net.

so yeah I'm officially a plagiarizer.

but I think good messages like these are meant to be passed on to everybody? no meh?

*ayat sedapkan hati*

p.s. kena saman semalam. road tax baru mati 2 hari.
WTF.
:O

and in my head I paint a picture.

2011-09-09T02:58:00.001+08:00

lama dah nak post lagu ni sebenarnya.
haha.
I prefer this acapella than the upbeat version.
although I must say, Bruno Mars did make me wanna jump up and swing with his version at the recent MTV VMAs.
no please don't picture that in your head.
hahaha :P

she's really an amazing singer.
everybody has their own demons to deal with.
:O
the question is how well do you handle it.
hmmmm.

okay tido!
:D
nite everybody!

almost forgot.

2011-08-28T05:05:00.004+08:00

leaving soon to drive all the way back to Kota Bharu aka PAS COUNTRY :P

yeah gonna be a pain in the ass yo!

literally.

last berbuka in KL.

can't really see.

hmmm.

yeap looking forward to eating like a pig and doing nothing productive for the next 5 days or so.

wooooohooo!

tapi tak banyak orang balik kot this year so :(

anyways, just wanted to wish selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin.

seriously, kalau ada salah silap dari pihak saya, salah c

akap ke salah apa apa ke, I sincerely apologize. *muka serious*

ahem.

peace out ya'll

travel safely!

nice pic.

Selamat Hari Raya!

pictures taken from :

my iPod (woot)

globalvoicesonline.org

lofty aspirations.

2011-08-28T04:39:00.004+08:00

salam.

I know I say this everytime I post but it's the truth , I can't help it!

so ehem *reads script*

sorry that I haven't been posting as much as I wanted too.

been a very, very, very busy month or so.

a lotta things happened in between.

a lotta things still happening.

banyak kot benda nak post sebenarnya.

things that pop into my head, random occurrences, fun experiences yada yada yada.

but entahlah, tak terdaya nak menulis kat sini.

hahaha.

yeah but i'll try to up the ante after raya.

just started psychiatry. should have a lotta fun stories this next two months!

~~starting with the super-annoying lecturer i got as a mentor~~

ehem.

anyways, after this I think I'll start to post my thoughts about the week's EPL matches or football in general.

it will ~~likely~~ turn off a lotta people (girls don't like football??? what???? ) and show off my geek

-iness about football.

but oh well, i LOVE it and it's the only thing i'm probably good at writing.

so yeah in your face :O
that ''O" symbolizes the football that I has just stuffed. in your face. teehee.

just kidding.

yeah.

I definitely won't be getting married now.

haha.

peace out.

ngantuk dah ni.

long journey ahead.

picture taken from :

mufcinfo.com

randomity #108

2011-08-05T04:43:00.000+08:00

katakan tak nak.

tak nak yo.

tak nak.

nak ke tak?

tak nak.

kot.

sigh.

sorry about this post.

just finished my case summary.

realized i have nowhere to print it.

urgh.

anyways.

selamat berpuasa everybody!
:D

so freaking hard.

2011-07-13T00:51:00.002+08:00

it's almost freaking impossible to be in two places at once.

sigh.

god please give me strength.

8 months je lagi.

I don't want to make it 14 months.

Please Danial.

don't be a bitch now.

hmmmm.

one of the only songs I know how to play on guitar ~~tu pon tak penoh hahaha~~

and one of the first songs I learnt.

still sounds good.

Disagree - Crumbs

spot me if you can!

hahaha.

share with me!!!

2011-06-30T22:41:00.002+08:00

hahahaha.

no offence ladies.

but this is so true.

peace out.

nak blog lagi tapi cam sibuk lak.

randomity #107

2011-06-14T22:05:00.001+08:00

kaizen.

Kaizen (改善^?), Japanese for "improvement" or "change for the better", refers to philosophy or practices that focus upon continuous improvement of processes in manufacturing,

that's some deep shit yo. the MoH of Putrajaya was talking about this. terasa sekejap. uuuuu.

okay bye.

more meeting and discussion.

#fail.

2011-06-05T11:24:00.003+08:00

hmmm semua orang macam suka guna this thing sekarang eh --> #(insertsomethinghere)

even when they are not on twitter or whatever.

but hey it's cool!

#iiscoolyo! #thisthingisfun ############!

ehem.

anyways feeling a bit like a #failure today.

hari jumaat tu gi main futsal kat Kota Damansara.

i had to leave early because I had a movie to catch.

but you know me, it's very hard to resist playing with balls. haha.

#whattheheckface

hahahaha.

so lambat lah jadinya, so I was rushing, left my 3/4 (0.75) pants at the place.

mahal tu. nike kot. :(((((((

so next morning I realized this pastu I called the place.

staff there cakap ada jumpa.

so I asked them to pegang jap eh, nanti saya datang ambik.

lupa lak kena pergi wedding abang member aku.

i was like alamakkkkkkkk camner ni? call balik tempat tu cakap aku datang lambat sikit... hehehehe.

balik wedding tu cam pukul 4 pastu ngantuk pulak :S

tidor sampai petang.

"I already ask the fella to simpan sure nothing bad will happen right..."

WRONG.

always assume something bad will happen.

my sis belanja the whole family dinner so I couldn't miss that so I went there afterwards lar.

pukul 10 lebih camtu I reached the place.

it was gone. they couldn't find it.

huhuhu sedih sangat. *over*

i left my number in case they found it.

and then just a few minutes ago I called them back and asked them again.

*is it very obvious how much I liked this tracksuit? sorry lah this is the only pair I had. huhuhu sedih sebab kena pakai past tense sekarang :( *

the staff said the cleaner already threw it away.

sekarang kena beli baru.

duit burn lagi.

hadoi.

I don't have money.

#fail.

prayer.

2011-06-03T17:25:00.001+08:00

ya Allah.

please give me strength for the next 40 weeks.

please please please.

aku tak nak extend.

aku tak nak kena bar.

even though I talk about it all the time, it doesn't mean I want it.

i'm just readying myself to face the reality if I do.

ya Allah.

Please please please.

please be nice.

please be considerate.

please please please.

Ya Allah please give me strength.

end.

empathy.

2011-05-24T23:54:00.002+08:00

i have been missing classes lately.

a lot of classes.

I know that people think that I miss class on purpose.

malas.

takleh bangun pagi.

super malas.

pastu petang ada pulak dok main bola.

well I can't blame them thinking that way.

i haven't been the most studious person here.

but you know something?

I like to see them be in my shoes and try to live my live for a while.

and see if you can handle it.

I'm trying the best as I can.

and if I have to miss classes for the greater good then so be it.

I don't have the perfect family like most of you people here so that you can focus on studying only okay.

i got a lotta things on my mind and shit other than medical school.

pisses me off when people smile sheepishly at me when I go to class and remarks like "eh Danial lama tak nampak" or "eh budak baru ar".

because they don't know shit.

shit.

tapi lantak lah diorang nak fikir apa.

bukan aku boleh control pon.

it's me against the world.

just the way I like it I guess.

hmmmm.

just ranting here.

lama tak meluah perasaan.

peace out.

p.s. and I play futsal/football for release.

it's the only thing that I can do moderately well.

so I like it.

hmph.

randomity #106

2011-05-15T21:34:00.002+08:00

janggut aku multi-coloured.

naturally okay!

okay lah not really multi-coloured.

just two colours only.

black and ~~white~~ perang.

weird right?

hmmmm.

malas ar taruk gambar.

macam over lak nanti.

hohoho.

just gotta see it for yourself then.

*yawn*

depressed.

2011-05-11T03:18:00.001+08:00

and I don't know why.

a myriad of reasons probably.

ya Allah.

help me.

reason my mom is awesome #1

2011-05-05T01:24:00.005+08:00

one random weekend morning :

me : *still sleeping*

ma : *masuk bilik* eh Danny, nanti pergi dengan your sister pergi hantar recycling punya benda and bla bla bla.

me : *grunts* hmmmmmmmmm. *starts to wake up, gosok mata, menggeliat*

ma : eh takpe lah, you want to sleep more , tido lah dulu. nanti dah kerja takleh tido dah.

me : :O

then I couldn't sleep anymore and pergi makan and do chores.

hmm.

thanks a lot for the reminder/reality check mom.

*okay depressed takleh tido lewat dah on weekends*

hahahaha my mom is cool!

p.s. one of the reasons balik rumah best sebab boleh tengok kucing!

gua kat luar je nampak bengis/gangster (orang cakap ar) tapi dalam hati ada taman ar.

taman kucing. hahahah.

satu family suka kucing.

hehehe. yay!

cooooommemmeelllll nyaaaaaa

hahaha

okay bye.

randomity #105

2011-04-30T01:47:00.003+08:00

I hate people using the LETTER (note the word LETTER) x as a short form for no/tak/not or the likes.

" x de lah. mana ade camtu yoooo"

" x change ma. people always say like that one."

what the fuck man?

diorang x TAK belajar ke?

tension betul aku tengok.

X is X.

as in X for XAVIER ( sorry just watched the new trailer for X-Men : First Class. Brilliant, by the way :D )

or x for xylophone or xenon or X-ray!!

I tell you one of these days people will begin mistaking X-ray for tak-ray or no-ray.

WTF.

if I ever use x as no/tak/cannot/etc in a sentence, you may slap me in the face. really. I actually encourage it.

thanks.

okay bye nak tido.

hahaha.

AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON PEOPLE WHO USE NUMBERS INSTEAD OF WORDS!

2 = whr r u off 2 2day? (okay lah maybe this is still acceptable)

4 = wht r u getting Kate 4 her bday? make sure somthing a4dable lah ok?

6 = 6ti lah aku dtg. me6 kalah adat permainan. ( Ya ALLAH ni sumpah tak boleh blah! what the hell are saying???????? bedebah!!!)

p.s. sorry lah kalau ada orang terasa, tapi aku rasa takde lah susah sangat nak tulis tak atau no. bukan nye panjang sangat dari x pon. ya allah. mintak maaf mintak maaf.

p.p.s. penat gelak baca comment orang complain pasal 6th college. hahaha. hadoiiii.

patah sayap.

2011-04-26T01:07:00.002+08:00

dulu time high school always layan lagu ni.

now 6 years(ish) later.

still rocks.

wooooooo.

Fight the fight alone

When the world is full of victims

Dims a fading light

In our souls

Leave the peace alone

Now we all are slowly changing

Dims a fading light

In our souls

In my opinion seeing is to know

The things we hold

Are always first to go

And who's to say

We won't end up alone

[CHORUS]

On broken wings I'm falling

And it won't be long

The skin on me is burning

By the fires of the sun

On skinned knees

I'm bleeding

And it won't be long

I've got to find that meaning

And I'll search for so long

Cry ourselves to sleep

We will sleep alone forever

Will you lay me down

In the same place with all I love

Mend the broken homes

Care for them they are our brothers

Save the fading light in our souls

In my opinion seeing is to know

What you give

Will always carry you

And who's to say

We won't survive it too

[CHORUS]

Set a-free all

Relying on their will

To make me all that I am

And all I'll be

Set a-free all

Will fall between the cracks

With memories of all that I am

And all I'll be

[CHORUS]

fuh.

best best.

zzzzzzzzz.

rabu ada present video and review dengan prof A.

tak sabarnya.

=.="

night.

worst.start.to.posting.ever.

2011-04-12T13:38:00.004+08:00

note: panjang sikit post ni. heh.

so gua dah 2nd day in surgery.

dari paeds sampai surgery.

memang stress awal awal posting ni.

shit man.

aku dah lah burn satu paeds posting ni.

I really wanted to start surgery on a good note.

yelah semangat tengok budak final year lepas exam.

I dont wanna be here for another 6 months.

shit.

so monday ada briefing dgn Prof A.

He's like THE lecturer in surgery.

he swears all the time.

and has an unhealthy obsession of correcting people's grammar and Engleeeesh.

he was quick to say that he will not tolerate laziness and truancy and bla bla bla.

in short, you don't wanna mess with him.

well guess what I did?????

*weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

that was a fake weeeee to prevent me from freaking cursing again and again.

so this week we've been busy preparing for this event in college.

so we stayed up late yesterday to do the deco and stuff and went back around 2 plus ish lah.

so balik bilik takde kunci bilik lak.

pergi turun bawah cari kat DM cari kat bilik JTK cari kat tangga cari kat tandas ~~cari kat blok perempuan~~ cari kat meja bawah kerusi (sebab tengah cuba tangkap kucing ) tak jumpa jumpa siap post kat facebook lagi ada orang nampak tak kunci.

around 3.30 I gave up looking for the key and resigned to going to the office and getting the key (and an earful from the staff).

tapi!

office bukak 8.30 am.

class pukul 8.00 am. dengan the aforementioned Prof A.

maksud nya aku memang takkan pergi class ler.

takkan aku nak pergi class dengan tak mandi nyer(ewww) and pakai baju t-shirt je. gila?

in hindsight, I probably should've told someone to tell prof A that I won't be coming to class.

but I was hungry man, didnt have my dinner and shit.

so I ate my tapau-ed dinner (at 3.30 in the morning) fell asleep and didnt give a shit anymore.

bangun bangun at 8.30 people calling me left and right.

didnt answer.

people started messaging.

"weh prof A tgh membebel pasal ko ni"

" weh dah kluar fuck fuck dah ni"

aku memang dah pasrah dah time tu.

tak tau nak buat apa dah. sigh.

ada orang lain message. oh dia yang ada kunci aku.

but too little too late.

terima kasih ar bagitau awal awal.

heh.

tengah hari dapat message.

"weh prof A cakap tak nak tgk muka ko dalam surgery lagi. baru 2nd day dah nak fuck dengan dia, dia cakap ar.baik ko gi jumpa dia".

aku dah oh fucking hell man.

prof A nak jumpa coordinator nak bar aku untuk exam lah apa lah.

what the fuck man?

petang ada class sampai 5.30. camne nak jumpa dia ni?

bagi email je ar.

esok jumpa.

sigh.

so that's my first two days in Surgery.

probably my last.

how was your first two days?

if it was worse then mine, i'll give you a 100 bucks.

bye.

baru siap post ni. sekarang pukul 2.00 pagi sebenarnya.

asyik tangguh je sebab ada kerja.

haih. fuck.

argh.

2011-04-06T00:25:00.000+08:00

nanti gua kemas balik last post tu.

this is why blogger sucks (sometimes).

get's all fucked up.

haha malasnya nak alter nanti ar gua buat haiyoooooo

okay peace out.

complain about the liquor store but what you drinking liquor for?

2011-04-06T00:12:00.003+08:00

macam best pulak layan lagu ni.

hmmmm.

[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud Inside my headWith words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

[Lupe Fiasco]
I really think the war on terror is a bunch of bullshitJust a poor excuse for you to use up all your bullets
How much money does it take to really make a full clip
9/11 building 7 did they really pull it
Uhh, And a bunch of other cover upsYour childs future was the first to go with budget cuts
If you think that hurts then, wait here comes the uppercut
The school was garbage in the first place, thats on the up and upKeep you at the bottom but tease you with the uppercrust
You get it then they move you so you never keeping up enough
If you turn on TV all you see’s a bunch of “what the f-cks”
Dude is dating so and so blabbering bout such and such
And that aint Jersey Shore, homie thats the newsAnd these the same people that supposed to be telling us the truth
Limbaugh is a racist, Glenn Beck is a racist
Gaza strip was getting bombed, Obama didn’t say shit
Thats why I aint vote for him, next one either
I’ma part of the problem, my problem is I’m peaceful
And I believe in the people.
[Skylar Grey - Chorus]
It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

[Lupe Fiasco - Verse 2]Now you can say it aint our fault if we never heard it
But if we know better than we probably deserve it
Jihad is not a holy war, wheres that in the worship?
Murdering is not Islam!

And you are not observantAnd you are not a muslim
Israel don’t take my side cause look how far you’ve pushed them
Walk with me into the ghetto, this where all the Kush went
Complain about the liquor store but what you drinking liquor for?
Complain about the gloom but when’d you pick a broom up?
Just listening to Pac aint gone make it stop
A rebel in your thoughts, aint gon make it halt
If you don’t become an actor you’ll never be a factorPills with million side effects
Take em when the pains felt
Wash them down with Diet soda!
Killin off your brain cells
Crooked banks around the World
Would gladly give a loan today
So if you ever miss paymentThey can take your home away!

[Skylar Grey - Chorus]
It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said, never said
I can’t take back the words I never said
[Lupe Fiasco - Verse 3]
I think that all the silence is worse than all the violence
Fear is such a weak emotion thats why I despise it
We scared of almost everything, afraid to even tell the truth
So scared of what you think of me, I’m scared of even telling you
Sometimes I’m like the only person I feel safe to tell it toI’m locked inside a cell in me, I know that there’s a jail in you
Consider this your bailing out, so take a breath, inhale a few
My screams is finally getting free, my thoughts is finally yelling through

[Skylar Grey - Chorus]
It’s so loud Inside my head
With words that I should have said!As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said

oh been listening to Green Day's 21st Century Breakdown.

Well it's the only full album I have on my iPod.

comolot nampak.

haha.

pretty darn good I say!
:D

okay bye nak erm...

tak tau nak buat apa.

padahal short case on thursday.

hmmmm.

randomity #104

2011-03-30T18:04:00.002+08:00

gembira sebab (finally) pergi class.

gembira sebab dapat belajar banyak benda.

gembira sebab dapat bergurau senda di dalam kelas.

gembira dapat duduk dalam bilik air cond.

gembira sebab rasa jugak lah penat jadi medical student. macam kawan kawan aku yang lain. before this, I was just a pseudo-medical student.

sedih sebab baru balik class. yeah its 6 o clock WTF.

sedih sebab realize tak tau apa apa pasal medic kalau nak compare dengan orang lain.

actually dah lama dah sedih sebab ni but you know. hahaha.

sedih sebab orang pandang lain macam.

*bisik bisik* eh apasal Danial datang class harini? :S *bisik bisik*

sedih sebab next week dah end of posting and masih tak tau apa apa.

eh gembira balik sebab next week end of posting so that means done with Motha-F-ing Paeds!

hahahhaha!

sedih balik sebab nanti makin dekat for final exam and still tak tau apa apa pasal Paeds.

sigh.

conflict of emotions.

okay main bola dulu.

p.s. gua lepak dengan abang aku time lunch tadiiiiii hensem siot diaaa hahaha

deja vu.

2011-03-28T01:45:00.003+08:00

am I doing this for you?

or myself?

or maybe I'm just like all men?

real assholes.

entah lah.

this is not how things are supposed to be.

but how often do things go the way I want anyway?

not to often I can tell you that.

hahaha (gelak sedih sebenarnya :S)

hmmm.

anyways.

He know best.

kalau aku mati sorang sorang pon , dah takdir nak buat camner kan?

eh over gila ayat.

haha.

okay esok nak pergi class.

asyik ponteng je.

huh.

night.

p.s. yeah first post of the year!

and it ~~ONLY~~ took 4 months!

hopefully I'll blog more often.

kesian to all the LEGIONS of readers that patiently await updates from this here blog.

totally sarcastic. don't worry.

*bunyi cengkerik*

peace out ya'll.

kaki macam nak tercabut. but it's worth it.

2010-12-27T03:50:00.002+08:00

all that time standing during ward rounds actually paid off!
well the ones that I attended anyway.
hahaha.

today Rock the World 10 + AFF Suzuki Cup Final first leg.
atmosphere at Bukit Jalil = amazing.
ya allah.
I could literally feel the national pride in the air.
especially lepas menang.
adoi.
good day good day.
will blog about it later though.
penat sangat.
back to reality in a few short hours.
sigh.
:S

MALAYSIA BOLEH!

realization.

2010-12-22T02:44:00.003+08:00

I have this innate desire of pleasing everybody I know.
and the funny thing is.
as I have discovered over the last couple of months or so is that.

that is freaking impossible.
who knew huh?
hahaha.

night.

the end is nigh.

2010-12-22T02:30:00.003+08:00

*wipes dust off blog*
hello!
*ada orang lagi ke yang baca ni?*

hahaha.
this was definitely the longest break I ever took from blogging.
I'm sure it wasnt really missed by anyone but whatever lah terasa nak sambung balik blogging ni.
tulis blog untuk diri sendiri. bukan orang lain. haha.

bukan sengaja tak nak blog. just that I was busy (hahahaha yeah right) and entah lah didnt really feel like blogging.
benda ni bukan boleh paksa. hahaha cewah.
:S

Yeap I have seen the end of this blog coming for a while.
and it's coming sooner than I expected.
time final year, kerja nanti memang tak akan update langsung.
serious.
*cue awwwwww*
*nothing? okay never mind.*

I'm not gonna delete this blog though.
sayang sangat.
macam best friend.
hahaha.
okay sangat loser.
bye.

oh future posts will include very very old undrafted posts so jangan pelik if I suddenly talk about something that has happened really really long ago and stuff.
there will also be some new stuff.
hopefully.
hahaha.
okay bye.

:P
new year coming already?
:O

lampu terang (?)

2010-10-29T11:54:00.002+08:00

lagu lama tapi best.
suka tengok Matchbox 20 perform.
wooo.
ceh padahal tengok youtube je.
hahahaha.
whatever.

She got out of town
On a railway New York bound
Took all except my name
Another alien on Broadway
There's some things in this world
You just can't change
Somethings you can't see
Until it gets too late
Baby, baby, baby
When all your love is gone
Who will save me
From all I'm up against out in this world
Maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something
That's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around
And come on home
I got a hole in me now
yeah,I got a scar I can talk about
She keeps a picture of me
In her apartment in the city
Some things in this world
Man, they don't make sense
Some things you don't need
Until they leave you
And they're things that you miss
Baby, baby, baby
When all your love is gone
Who will save me
From all I'm up against out in this world
Maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something
That's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around
And come on home
Let that city take you in, come on home
Let that city spit you out, come on home
Let that city take you down, yeah
God's sake turn around
Baby, baby, baby
When all your love is gone
Who will save me
From all I'm up against in this world
Maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something
That's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around
And come on home
Come on home
Baby, baby, baby
Come on home
Yeah, come on home
Yeah, come on home

best gila matchbox 20.
actually this is not the video got other video please youtube the real one you know which one right okay bye.

p.s. hope all goes well on Sunday. nervous pulak :S

blok penulis.

2010-10-28T03:26:00.002+08:00

or more specifically, blogger's block.
entah lah.
I can't seem to write long blog posts nowadays.
ala dulu pon bukan tulis panjang panjang pon.
what I mean is that write blog posts that MEAN something other than the odd randomity lah.
hahahaha cewah.

takde lah.
what's frustrating is that I got all these things I wanna say and stuff.
and I only have this blog to say it too.
sad? yes. shut up.
so bila tengah mandi ke, dalam jamban ke, mandi sungai ke air terjun ke punya lah banyak idea datang mencurah curah. hadoi.
see what I did there? mencurah curah? because bila mandi ke dalam jamban ke mesti ada benda mencurah curah kan??? kan kan kan? wordplay I tell ya. hahaha.
:P
okay moving on.
so when I get these brain farts I usually remind myself to "okay okay nanti blog pasal tu".
tapi nanti sampai depan laptop je tak tau nak buat apa dah.
:S
block wei block.

hadoi tension tension.
hahaha.
argh whatever.
benda macam ni pon nak tension.
orang lain got bigger stuff to worry about.
sheesh.
:P
bukan ada orang baca pon blog ni.

okay bye.
:D

p.s. kesian Indonesia. bersyukur tak tinggal kat Malaysia? hmmmm.
p.p.s. haha lebron kalah first game! pade muko! :P
p.p.p.s. ada orang cakap muka aku cam Chicarito. *google please kalau tak tau* urgh. muka cam budak kot dia. eh?
:S

randomity #103

2010-10-24T02:50:00.004+08:00

man listening to System of A Down in the middle of the night is
strangely therapeutic.

argh takleh tido.
what the hell.
jogging + nasi lemak DM tomorrow?
jom.

p.s. kalau dengar lagu rock lagu yuna lagu lain boleh apa salahnya pasang ayat ayat Al-Quran kadang kadang kan?
:D

wednesday morning.

2010-10-06T11:46:00.002+08:00

bangun takde ar lambat sangat.
but after yesterday's excursions.
SUKMUM bola.makan chilli.jamming.~~molesting shaun sempena harijadinya~~.
was kinda tired all over.
so lepak jap.
then decided to go to class.
yeah I decide last minute one. these days it's like an OPTION to go to class not a NECESSITY.
:S

pastu sesat pergi class. pastu tak jumpa. pastu dah lambat. lecturer dah bengang.
so patah balik.
tengok Unthinkable kat bilik.
then Dexter - Season 5!
wooooo.
pastu menyesal.
hahahahaha.

okay serious esok kena pergi class.
serious serious please please remind me to go to class tomorrow.
eh petang ni ada class gak?
so how?
:O

bye.

randomity #102

2010-10-03T02:13:00.001+08:00

as I looked in the mirror at McD.
I didnt recognize who I was looking at anymore.
sigh.
who the fuck is that guy?
I didnt use to do all this.
hahaha.
gotta buck up man.

damn.
I need to get my life in order.
please God.
:S
*emo*

tragedi oktober.

2010-10-03T01:19:00.002+08:00

alamak dah october?
damn man how time flies.

I think the consistency of updating blogs are indirectly proportional to what year you are in.
this of course only applies if you're a medical student.
in UM.
:P
budak course lain jangan marah.
hahahaha.

seriously wei. I used to blog like berpuluh kali (ye ke?) each month.
but now it's lucky if I even reach ten!
:O
theory ini dibuktikan when I check my friend's blog(s) and they all tak update pon.
bukan kita tak nak kay?
just that we're so freaking ~~lazy~~ busy!
hahaha actually I'm not that busy lar.
just that I'm so behind everything right now in life.
I'm struggling to catch up.
sigh.

pening pening.
serious.
I really need to get my life sorted out.
help please?
:(

p.s. man utd seri away lagi? come onnnn lahhhh :S
p.p.s tadi masuk tarik tali!! best gila nak main lagi okay kalau menang takpe gak okay ar sampai quarter! woooo! come on sixers!
:P

kecundang lagi.

2010-09-26T22:51:00.002+08:00

another tournament.
another quarter final exit.
tak kisah lah main futsal luar ke, futsal medic ke, football ke, mesti go out at quarter stage.
dammit lar!
:S
albeit we knew the UIA team was damn good already lar.
mungkin takde luck kot.
:(
sigh.

face it buddy, you just ain't good enough.
all the cuts, burns, blood, bruises, sweat and tears ain't gonna win you anything.
argh emo pulak.
hahahaha.
nasib baik ada returning series like HOUSE and HIMYM ~~and GLEE~~ !!!
:P

gonna be freaking busy this week.
again.
hopefully things will go smoothly without a hitch.
phew.

p.s. Man Utd draw away lagi? sigh.
p.p.s. hahahaha i flashed my ass at people during one of the futsal games! LEGENDARY! :P

i've let my guard down... for you.

2010-09-19T01:09:00.003+08:00

I actually don't remember if I posted this song before on my blog.
I know a ton of people who already have.
so what's another one right?
:P
lagu sedap, dengar banyak banyak kali pon tak apa.
tak gitu?
:D

Is your favourite colour blue?
And do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outer space?
I'm learning you

Is your skin as tan as mine?
Does your hair flow side ways?
Did someone take a portion of your heart?
Now I'm learning you

And if you don't mind can you tell me all your hopes & fears
And everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me....

I've let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

And if you don't mind can you tell me all your hopes & fears
And everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me....

And if you don't mind can you tell me all your hopes & fears
And everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me....

Deeper conversation with me ( x3 )
Deeper conversation....

Does your name rhyme with mine?

p.s. kenyang pergi open house orang :D
first time gi mines tadi. gila jakon :S
first time pergi bowling in a long long time. haha fun!
pergi open house lagi just now. oh kenyang bro.
alhamdulillah syukur.

"lambat tinggal ar."

2010-09-16T11:28:00.000+08:00

now ain't that the truth.
sigh.

:S

love me or hate me.

2010-09-15T03:39:00.004+08:00

at McD's Bangsar now.
watching Man Utd trying to break down Rangers.
freaking bored and sleepy.
why am I at Mickey D's you ask?
sebab college DOES NOT HAVE FREAKING WiFi!
until next week pulak tu.
god damn.
kesian orang nak tengok benda yang tak senonoh on the Net.
not me lah. hahaha :P

and the other reason?
COLLEGE TAKDE FREAKING TV!!
you know the newly refurbished tv room? yeah the TV room does not have a TV!
haha apparently they took it out to prevent someone stealing it during the holidays and still tak letak balik.
the thing is in a freaking metal cage.seriously. it's not even a very nice looking TV.
:S

and one more reason?
I'm hungry.
hahaha.
well not anymore.
*burp*

okay bye. come on you Red Devils!
:D

p.s. Sept 16 is a newly formed public holiday, Malaysia Day.
and I have on call that day.
bodoh tak? bodoh kan okay sangat bengang sekarang.
:S
im freaking busy this week!! 4 case summaries and a VIVA end of posting test!
garrrhhhhh penattt gilaaa!
okay bye.
ice cream RM1 here I come.
:P

balik kampung.

2010-09-09T11:03:00.003+08:00

hey ya'll.
going back to kelantan soon.
weeeeee.
oh yeah off to fatten myself up BIG TIME!
:D
jealous tak jealous tak?
okay i'm being annoying.
:S

to all my friends and relatives demo nak mengucapkan selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin.
I would like to say sorry from the end of hair to the end of my feet.
sorry if I said anything or did anything that upset you guys in any way possible.
have a great Raya holidays guys and girls! have a safe one guys. please. ingat lah orang yang tersayang.
:D

apa? nak kad raya?
errr jap.

yeah. nice. miss you Hana!
:P

byeeeeeee.
:D

sahur.

2010-09-08T05:32:00.007+08:00

okay. I wasn't sleepy and I was bored so I decided to document the preparation of my sahur today.

warning : much cam-whoring (well takdelah banyak sangat) and poyoness abound.
you have been warned.
hahaha.

healthy. really.
:S

okay so this is what I had :
2 packets of maggi (again) and an egg.
and one packet of that perencah thingy.
yeap just one. for health reasons :P

how to make ? freaking easy :

step 1 : boil ze water.
step 2 : masak the maggi.

looking good.
nothing got burned down yet.

step 3 : ~~camwhore kejap~~ masukkan telur.

i dont like maggi with soup.
so I wait until no more soup lah.
hoho.

step 4 : wait until finish.
step 5 : ~~sambung camwhore~~ done! enjoy! wooo!

oh yeah that's the stuff.

i wont be seeing you guys for a while so I guess it's safe to put this picture :
hahaha!

OMG I CANT BELIEVE IM PUTTING THIS PICTURE!
IM DOING THIS TO MAKE YOU GUYS LAUGH OKAY
SO PLEASE DO I DIDNT KNOW THE PIC WAS THIS EEWWWWW-CHEESY LOOKING
HAHAHAHA GO AHEAD IM LAUGHING MY ASS OFF SO SHOULD YOU!!

this was prepared and consumed within the 15 minutes break of the England-Switzerland match.
which I watched with this fella :

erkkkk syoknya dia tido.

well he was mostly sleeping. but I think he would've enjoyed England's performance.
much better than the recent World Cup.
but seriously, why does he keep picking Wright-Phillips or Matt Upson for that matter. not very fond of them. hmmm.

yay he scored. shame about his antics off the field.
:S

I always get an itch to play after I watch a game on telly.
sigh.
god knows I need the practice for SUKMUM.
weeee.
okay that's it.
gotta do some house chores later today.
sigh.
peace out.
selamat berpuasa.
:D

randomity #101

2010-09-07T23:41:00.007+08:00

cigarettes only have two pro's :

1. great for halau-ing mosquitoes at night. they are very cheap mosquito repellents :D
no really it's true.
tak tipu.

remember when we used to use this?
awesome.
:P

2. cheap alternative to laxatives.
ni LAGI lah tak tipu.
but I wouldn't know lah. I don't have any bowel problems.
ehem.
:S

and you guys all know about the cons about smoking.
you know. cancer. coughing.dumbness.retardation.hahaha.what else? birth deformities bla bla bla you've all written this essay in BM before kan? kan kan kan? hahaha.
so just ask yourself.

sikit je pon.
:P

is the enjoyment of a strain-free toilet run or a good night's sleep without getting bitten by those mosquitoes worth the risk?
~~yes~~
dont you wanna live long enough to see your children?
dont you wanna be fit and be able to play sports or jog without stopping to catch your breath every 5 minutes?
do you want freaking cancer?
~~do you want your dick to fall off? or *insert any body part here* to fall off as well???~~
do you want others to get sick from YOUR cigarette smoking huh?? especially your pregnant wife or your infant child??
ni just in case ada orang macam ni baca blog ni, not referring to anybody here :P
and kalau ada perempuan that smokes, ex-squeeze me, tak hot langsung kay.
*flips hair, tapi takde rambut pon* :S

nice.
but he's still smoking innit?

so people. do the right thing.
think about your loved ones.
it's not easy to stop. hahaha. freaking hard , so I've heard.
:P

*you gotta fight, for your right... *

but you got until the age of 30 to quit.
why?
entah lah because I remember some doctor telling us that if you stop by the age of 30, the risk of a (ex)smoker getting CVD is the same as the normal person.
but you gotta stop smoking for 2 years first.
so in reality you gotta stop by 28 years old.
so do the freaking MATHS!
:P

okay. tu je nasihat dari saya.
bye.
:D

p.s. I just watched the HIMYM episode where they were trying to quit smoking so that explains this post haha :P
p.p.s. loving the fact that people are posting a lot of notes and videos about ramadhan and islam in general. terima kasih. sejuk hati saya memandang dan mendengar dan membaca. I loike!
previously there was an outburst of cute kitty videos. I LOIKE too! :P
p.p.p.s I havent watched Thank You For Smoking yet. lama dah nak tengok. hmmm.

heard it was good.
dah lama dah actually this movie.
hmmm.

p.p.p.p.s dontcha just hate hypocrites?

pictures from:
http://best-ad.blogspot.com/

http://movieposters.2038.net

why do you read this blog again?

2010-09-06T01:59:00.004+08:00

for a while now.
there's always been this question that I KNOW people wanna ask me.
but havent.
or maybe have been wondering about it but tak pernah wonder out loud.
or maybe they have wondered about it aloud but never in front of me.
oh come on you know you do!! :P

I gotta a feeling that someone's gonna bring that up soon.
and I dunno what to answer.
I have answered truthfully so far tapi maybe not the whole truth just yet.
you know me.
aku memang introvert and secretive punya orang.
hahaha.
I think this post is pretty much proof of that.
hahaha.

macam mana eh? go with the flow je ar.
when the time is right, I guess I'll be ~~mature~~ open enough to tell you all.
entah pape entah bukannya big deal pon.
:S

no it's not a question about my sexuality bongoks! I'm straight by the way.
not even about my love life! hmmm perlu jawab ke?
macam contradict je these two sentences. hmmmm. hahaha.

hahaha. good night people. ada headache ar.
:S

p.s. yes dah lama tak blogging. been busy with medical school. well not really busy but just freaking tired. dont have the energy to blog also :S
fuuuuhh.
now I'm back posting random stuff here! so why do you read this blog again?
:S

jangan salah faham.

2010-08-23T03:08:00.001+08:00

it's just a real catchy song.
not meant for anyone for anything.
hahaha.
make peace not war ya'll!
:P

okay tido.
:D

setahun sekali.

2010-08-14T14:40:00.003+08:00

selamat berpuasa everybody who is puasa-ing!
ceh padahal dah hari ke 4 (right?) puasa baru nak wish.
hmmmm.
tak apa lah yang penting niat ada.

it's so green.

semoga kita take advantage dengan bulan ramadhan ni sebaik-baik nya.
amin.

ingat, puasa bukan maksudnya tak makan atau minum only!
*cakap dengan diri sendiri*

oh macam menarik je this website I saw on facebook : http://productiveramadan.com/
sila sila lah jenguk.
hmmm.

p.s. what? cuti almost finish already? arghhhhhhhhhhhnoooooooooooooooooooooihateeeemedicineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
couuursseeeeeeeeeemacambongokkkkkkkkkkkwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.p.s post ni amat melayu kan?
hahahahaha whatever that means.
:P

bye.

panas gilaaa.

2010-08-12T22:40:00.002+08:00

I feel like blogging tapi I'm just soooooo lazy to blog properly.
banyak benda yang saya ingin memperkatakan ni.
hahahaa dramatik gila.
:P

but I'm just lazy.
so instead let's watch some Ah-Ha! clips!
you all remember Ah-Ha! don't you?
best. local show. period.
it's like a SNL type of show with sketches and all that.
I'm not gonna put all lah nanti penuh pulak page ni kan pergilah cari sendiri kat youtube.
hehehehe.

Teaching English :

Sekolahku :

and the piece de resistance - Along Bukit Beruntung

adoi.
what's that?
my stomach just burst open.
hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
yeah most of it is just plain dumb.
hahahaha. but it's funny nonetheless.
always brings a smile and a laugh from me.
:P

hahaha sigh.

doa.

2010-08-03T03:57:00.002+08:00

ya Allah help me please.
please please please.

berikan lah aku pertolongan.
berikan lah aku petunjuk.
guide me through this.
forgive me for all my sins.
past and present.
and future.
ya allah.
kerna Engkau lah yang Maha Adil Maha Pemurah Maha Bijaksana.

sigh.
takowt.
:(

kadang kadang.

2010-08-02T00:31:00.003+08:00

kadang kadang rasa cam bodoh and malu.
bila buat suatu yang unexpected.
towards somebody.

macam cakap hi kat kawan yang lama dah tak tegor.
or be the first one to apologize kalau gado dengan somebody.
or make the first step.
haha.

tapi sometimes you gotta do what feels right.
walaupon kawan tu cam buat bodoh je and rasa musykil gila tiba tiba ko tegur dia.
or maybe that person does not give a shit about your apologies.
or kena reject.
awwww.

you gotta do the right thing.
but you gotta make sure it's the right thing lah.
haiyo.
sigh.

peace.
nite.
:S

p.s. tengah main Word Challenge on Facebook.
million times better than studying!
hahaha.
:P

randomity #100

2010-08-01T23:40:00.002+08:00

fuyo.
randomity #100.
never thought I would blog this much.
hahaha.
:P

menyampah betul exam ni.
makes me wanna go to the toilet all the time.
grrrr.
ke I've been eating the wrong thing(s)?
sigh.

long case rabu.
CUAK GILA PIGGY!
eh silap.
CUAK GILA BABI!

please pray for me. and my friends.
thanks.
:D

saya suka muse.

2010-07-22T02:30:00.003+08:00

awak rasa muse suka saya tak?
okay tak masuk akal.
haha.

Muse - Neutron Star Collision

I was searching
You were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like
A neutron star collision

I have nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told each other
With no trace of fear that...

Our love would be forever
And if we die
We die together
And lie, I said never
'Cause our love would be forever

The world is broken
Halo's fail to glisten
You try to make a difference
But no one wants to listen

Hail,
The preachers, fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud?
Then they'll dissipate
Like snowflakes in an ocean

Love is forever
And we'll die, we'll die together
And lie, I say never
'Cause our love could be forever

Now I've got nothing left to lose
You take your time to choose
I can tell you now without a trace of fear

That my love will be forever
and we'll die
we'll die together
Lie, I will never
'Cause our love will be forever

p.s. saya tak ada apa apa perasaan terhadap movie series Twilight.
Please don't misunderstand me.
Dakota Fanning mungkin. But Twilight?
No way Jose. haha.
She's not that young right? So I won't seem like such a sicko.
hahahaa.
don't worry it's just a crush.
:P

nak tido ke nak buat apa ni?
hmmmm.

huh.

2010-07-20T00:17:00.002+08:00

gossip gossip gossip.
some people just can't live without it.

:S

p.s. study please.

triple assessment.

2010-07-16T00:30:00.004+08:00

huwargh!! *stretches*
penat betol hari ni.
main bola that is.
hahaha.
tak study pon.
:D

faster lah exam over because I wanna watch these movies :

tak paham poster dia.
:S

Inception.
Chris Nolan (Dark Knight guy) and Leo Di Caprio. ( just saw Titanic the other day haha so young looking that time :P)
word on the ~~Sesame~~ street is this movie is freaking awesome!
garh!
nak....... tengok......
:(

ni paham sikit poster dia.
hahaha.

Toy Story 3.
it's been out for a while kan?
adoi.
by the time finish exam mesti dah habis dah.
:(
hey before you kutuk me or anything.
I was brought up by Toy Story okay.
I mean my generation lar.
so suka hati la aku nak tengok apa.
hahaha.

huhuhuhuh predator.
comel
;)

Predator.
Another movie I grew up with.
hehe.
aku open minded maaaa.
semua tengok.
the sequels kinda ruined the franchise a bit though.
especially the AvP series.
urgh.
bosan.
the original was the best.
"Get to the choppa!!"
iconic line or what?????!!!
:P

okay nak tido.
jom ar tengok.
jom ar.
jom jom jom.
:S

pictures from :

cinealex.wordpress.com
www.i-watchnow.com
www.iwatchstuff.com

daydreaming.

2010-07-13T21:26:00.003+08:00

still coughing.
still sleeping when I should be studying.
still blogging while I should be slaving over the books/patient.
haha that sounds wrong.

through my (dirty) window

argh.
tido.

edit : this post was supposed to be in the evening tadi.
but then internet buat hal.
so buat sekarang lar.
haha.
kay bye.

takleh tido.

2010-07-12T06:57:00.002+08:00

argh.
made the mistake of drinking COFFEE after the final.
now I can't sleep.
I've only slept 1 hour since 8.00am Sunday time.
haiyo.
and I just got a nosebleed just now!
:D

wanted to take pictures but I figured it was going to be too ~~Messi~~ messy.
hohoho.
okay what to do now?
:S

p.s. VIVA LA ESPANA!
tough luck for the Dutch though.
:O

bye.

quick post.

2010-07-09T22:52:00.003+08:00

currently having a high fever.
sore throat like hell.
coughing.
headache.
urghhhhh.
why now? why during study week(s)?
ceh bajet nak study lah tu konon kalau tak demam?
hahaha

anyway just wanted to write a quick post.
because i'll probably be busy for the next month or so.

i WILL blog my thoughts regarding the World Cup after it's done.
which I think it's best.
so that I could make a summary outta it.
hehehe.
but I have to say, the knock out rounds have been very entertaining!
woooo!
I would say Spain will just edge out the Dutch.
But I don't mind if the Dutch win too.
haha.

exam EOP dah habis.
with that, phase IIIA dah habis.
well, except for the finals lar.
if I dont pass then ada lagi exam lah but obviously hope not lar.
*touch kayu*
klang has passed in a blink of an eye.
it's been fun.
but I really don't wanna be here again.
no offence to Klang people.
hahaha.

great now I'm hungry.
but I don't have any money.
:(
ATM kat hospital pon takde duit.
Why is this happening?
Damn you Murphy and your stupid law!

hmmm.
those panadol pills look mighty delicious right now.
hehehe.

handling stress.

2010-07-01T23:46:00.003+08:00

sooo.
exam dah dekat.
and as you can expect the stress is getting to us.
us being medical students.
yeah because we're the only ones who still have exams!
:P

I realized that some people deal with stress different ways.
1. some people just get tired of studying and just sleep for a really long time.
2. some people just get tired of studying and start watching a brand new series. for example, How I Met Your Mother.
3. some people just get tired of studying and start do crazy things. like jogging all the way to the futsal place.
4. some people just get tired of studying and wake up late for class and ward rounds. tapi padahal dah prepare the night before. well. prepared-ish lah.
5.some people just get tired of studying and DONT go for said ward rounds. and as punishment, they have to cover the WHOLE FREAKING WARD. together with whoever else who didnt come.
6. some people just get tired of studying and just start taking pictures of the weather and stuff.
7.some people just get tired of studying and start blogging nonsense.

wait. I know of such a person!
:S
oh dammit.
adoi.. kenapa malas sangat ni?

1 was my wednesday. slept at 1. woke up at 1. amazing.
2 is my current state. I've finished 3 seasons in a little less than a week. that has be to some kind of record.
3 was on wednesday as well. takde lah jauh sangat the place. or so I thought. *cramp*
4 was today! I already went to and covered my beds. pastu tak bangun pulak. I hate it when that happens. I know I got nobody to blame but myself but still. It sucks.
5 was me again! So I had to "cover" 9 beds today. in one day. gila apa? I didnt take the full and proper history but still freaking tired. hmmm.
6 was me on last sunday. it was such a nice day. i just had to take some pictures you know?
7 was well, you know by now kan.

written paper on monday next week.
long case for surgery on thursday at UMMC.
after that study week 2 minggu then finals at UM.
phew.
time flies huh?

hmmm.
damn.
I think I need to watch football.
garhhhhhhh.
:O
wish me luck.
thanks.

p.s. wow that sounds like I studied a lot. hahaha. memang tak ar.
peace.
:D

randomity #99

2010-06-28T15:22:00.002+08:00

just got back from the bank.
very hot day.

eating hospital punya ice cream under the hot sun.
ohhhhhh terbaik.
:D

yeah.
the little things are kinda big for me.
:P
sigh.
okay that sounded wrong.
:S

please Danial jadi rajin.
kejap je.
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

p.s. please go and taste the hospital punya ice cream.
RM2 for 2 scoops.
get the chocolate chip if you can.
freaking amazing!
:D
you can thank me later.

roar!

2010-06-24T11:38:00.004+08:00

yay!
england won yesterday.
barely.
now I don't support any national teams..
but I do have a soft spot for England.
hahahaha.
but I have a certain dislike for Germany.
hmmm. wonder why. *cough Ballack cough*

france are you watching??

anyways.
stage is set for the ultimate grudge match :
England vs Germany!
so what are the odds that England will lose on penalties?
:S

man to watch.
told you he was good.
hmm hmmmm.

they definitely have to play better to beat Germany.
looking forward to it!
:D
yay!
exam? what exam?

bila kau nak score ni?
:S

hmmm.
lapar.

p.s. I'll blog about the world cupo once the group stages are done.
why?
because I like football ~~and I have a lot time kononnya but actually have to study for finals~~
bye.

pictures from guardian.co.uk

What do you think?

2010-06-22T02:53:00.003+08:00

argh!
damn coffee has disabled me from sleeping.
wanted to watch the Spain match.
but RTM is not broadcasting it.
idiota.

nak kejut orang lain.
feel guilty pulak.
hmmm never mind.
that's what Soccernet and Youtube are for right?
:S
I'm a bit hungry too.
Got wards at 8 as well.
hmmmm.
damn.

study?
hmmmm maybe later.
I actually have plenty I wanna blog about.
But somehow I can't find the right words or never seem to be in the right mood for it.
sigh.
what to do what to do?
:S

toodles.

p.s. Spain leading. What a surprise.
note : ayat di atas penuh dengan sarcasm.
hahaha.

randomity #98

2010-06-19T02:53:00.003+08:00

got back from futsal around 11 ish just now.
I have always wondered.
If I could transfer half the semangat I have for futsal/football to my studies, I'd be a hell of a lot smarter.
hahaha.
neways :

how does this even happen??

seriously.
looks like something just came up and chewed it.
that was not the case.
hmmm.

no pain though.
just ugly.
haha.
what's new?
:S

hmmmm.

the only execption.

2010-06-17T17:13:00.003+08:00

i think i'm falling in love with Hayley Williams.
hahaha.
:O

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry
and curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and I watched
as he tried to reassemble it.

And my momma swore
that she would never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

But Darling,
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

Maybe I know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways
to make it alone.
Keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I had sworn to myself
that I'm content with loneliness.
Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

I've got a tight grip on reality,
but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.
I know you're leaving in the morning
when you wake up.
Leave me with some kind of proof its not a dream.

You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

I'm on my way to believing
And I'm on my way to believing

enjoy!
bye!
*tido*

p.s. blogger ada banyak layout/template baru!
yay!
if I'm rajin, I'll try to make this blog look ~~less emo~~ more colourful.
hmmm.
don't hold your breath though.
:S
bye.

randomity #97

2010-06-17T01:03:00.003+08:00

susah betul lah bontot besar ni.
sigh.
:(

were you expecting a picture?
hahaha.
takpe lah. lain kali.
:P

p.s. nasib baik takde game 2.30 today.
*yawn*

*EDIT *
actually ada game 2.30.
hahaha didnt know but probably tak tengok pon.
hmmm.
*still yawn*

koko krunch baby!

2010-06-09T02:07:00.005+08:00

oh hell yes.
tengah lapar gila ni.
and to save money ~~untuk beli iPhone 4~~
I "borrowed" some cereal and milk next door.
and voila :

oh syukur.
i am blessed.

yeah that's right.
freaking koko krunch at night.
:D
dulu masa kecik I used to take a lot of cereal.
didnt matter whether it was night or day.
didnt matter what kinda cereal. but koko krunch and honey stars and milo was the norm.
i think.
ahhh i missed having cereal.
and when you finished the cereal, and tinggal just the chocolate milk.
and you just sllllrrppp it straight down.
fuh.
layan siot.
:P

yes I kind of enjoy the simpler things in life.
:O

too bad it wasnt low fat milk.
I was raised on low fat milk.
i mean after breast feeding all lah duh.
dunno why. brown rice too.
:S
hmmmm.

okay dah ngantuk.
cereal rocks!
:D

p.s. seriously have you guys seen the iPhone 4?
dammmmmmn.
:S
nite.

terbaik ar.

2010-06-08T23:49:00.001+08:00

This guy is loving it man!
:D
And I'm loving what he's doing.
ahahaha.
awesome!

hahahaha best.
okay ngantuk.
:S

randomity #96

2010-06-08T00:01:00.004+08:00

I love talking to God.
he's such a good listener.
:)

*kentut*
hahahahahahahahaha.
okay tak sengaja.
:S

monday morning.

2010-06-07T13:04:00.003+08:00

8.30 = woke up suddenly.
remembered Satpal ajak pergi ward.
still sleepy.
yay. okay cuba jadi rajin.
hungry. teringat janji semalam nak puasa.
okay puasa. yay!

bukak pintu.
fucking hot! sunshine in my eyes.
step on floor. wow! panas gila!
went to shower. actually wanted to mandi sejuk. because it was so hot.
:S
thought the cold water would wake me up.
didnt.
hahaha.

balik bilik.
check news.
Israel being a bastard. as usual. bla bla bla.
Nadal won. damn.
still sleepy.
still in my towel.
slept at the desk.
zzzzzzzz.
woke up.
9 something already.
mana Satpal? :O
okay never mind.
pakai shorts.
tido balik.
hahahahaha.

woke up at 12.
:S
still puasa.
still hot.
still tak gi ward.
hahaha.
im lazy.
and sleepy.
see? the way i'm blogging also shows how lazy I am.
*menggeliat*

so what now?
hmmmm.

what the?

2010-06-03T21:53:00.002+08:00

there's something wrong with this picture.
besides the fact that I'm glistening with sweat that somehow manages to cover up my jerawat-stricken face.
ahhahaha.

asal jari kecik aku crooked(spelling?) semacam?
hmmm.

I look too freaking happy that's why.
hahaha.
not the way I have been feeling lately at all.
hmmm.
I must've been high.
with adrenaline.
:O

*yawn*
exams are at the back of my mind all the time.
but still I ain't doing shit about it.
haiyo.
berusaha Danial berusaha!
:D
yeah like that ever works.
hmmm.

byee.

jom.

2010-05-31T17:12:00.001+08:00

macam pernah tengok je mamat ni.
from where eh?
oh yeah he was on american idol.
took him a while to get a hit hmmmm kay never mind.
:D

Lets pretend baby
That you've just met me
And Ive never seen you before
Ill tell all my friends
That I think you're staring
And you say the same to yours

And oh, well dance around it all night
And then Ill follow you outside
And try to open up my mouth
And nothing comes out right

And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don't have to try
Its so easy
Who needs to pretend?
But because its so funny
Lets just think about it, honey
Lets just fall in love again

Ill call you in three days
Not too soon, not too late
And Ill ask your roommate if you're home
You call me on Thursday
And well hang out all day
Then fall asleep on the phone

And oh, Ill hold your hand when we drive
And well lose track of all the time
And well tell everyone
That we ain't never felt so alive

And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don't have to try
Its so easy
Who needs to pretend?
But because its so funny
Lets just think about it, honey
Lets just fall in love again

Well fall disgustingly fast
And well stop hanging out with friends
And they'll be so offended

And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don't have to try
Its so easy
Who needs to pretend?
But because its so funny
Lets just think about it, honey
Lets just fall in love again
Lets just fall in love again

yay hujan petang.
yay tido.
:D
bye.

eh?

2010-05-24T11:47:00.005+08:00

why am I suddenly very busy???
present long case on tuesday.
present seminar on wednesday.
present CFCS visit on Wednesday as well.
hantar CFCS report on Wednesday too.

what the?
not to mention studying medicine, surgery, paeds, O&G, PCM, SPM lagi.
which I havent done yet duh.

:S

adoi.
tension gak kadang kadang.
hmmmm.

L O S T has ended already.
I'm very sad.
I havent watched the finale yet.
:(

okay nak gi mandi tak mandi lagi bye.
:P

gastric Ca sangat common. hahaha.

2010-05-19T00:13:00.003+08:00

I've been watching this video all day.

hahahaha.

gila smart + funny.

ye saya tau saya malas.

wish that would happen here in the hospital.

tiba tiba semua patient bangun menari and singing.

hahahaha.

macam glee pulak.

okay dah mula merepek dah ni.

bye.

randomity #95

2010-05-16T00:20:00.001+08:00

I like to drive cars with huge side mirrors.

*jakun mode*

no that's not a metaphor for anything.

hahaha.

p.s. surgery next!

*scared*

finals after that!

*uber scared*

baca ni lagi best daripada study. hehe.

2010-05-08T23:39:00.003+08:00

I saw this on Facebook and it was interesting so I letak sini lah.

hehehe.

It's from The Star's online blog.

which can be found here.

it's about the "hot" issue regarding Malaysian doctors leaving the country to work overseas.

Why we left and why we will continue to leave...

Posted by: MS Mohamad

I read an interesting article today about a few prominent figures addressing their concern over the increasing UKM and UM medical graduates who have left the country to continue their medical practice overseas.

After reading the news for 3 times, I called a very close friend, an MD (UKM) graduate to ask his opinion on how the news might have affected him. He has been working in Singapore for more than a decade as a Consultant Surgeon with a certain sub-specialty

"Why be a slave in your own country, when you are a king in another?" He replied.

Indeed, if anybody would want to find a reason why all of us left, either after housemanship, after being a specialist, or even after sub specializing, and now, even prior to doing housemanship, they need not look at our payslip, or the wealth that we have gained overseas, but only to the Medical System that has been rotting in the ignorance and politic-based stupidity that Malaysia has been well-known for (in the medical field).

I have served the system for nearly 2 decades of my career, waiting for it to improve for so long, and only finding myself in despair, quitting with a 24-hour notice and serving abroad. The system is, in my opinion, keeping doctors, since the beginning of their career as House Officers to the end of it, in the lowermost priority. When I was working there, doctors are so ill-treated, while the nurses and the medical assistants are overpowering us.

I still remember the days when I was doing seeing patients and rounds as an MO, while the staff nurses would mind their own business, having breakfast in the pantry, or having gossip chats at their own leisure. My House Officers would then have to do merely all the labour-work, up to the extent of setting intravenous drips, and serving medications. If I am to expect the nurses, my patients would have been dead, or the work would have been too slowly or incompletely done.

When I was a House Officer, I had to run down 4-5 floors just to review a blood investigation of a dying dengue patient. The ward staff would either be nowhere around, or will say that he is busy (busier than the doctor?) or the answer I got at that time:

"Doktor nak cepat, doktor turun sendirilah, gaji doktor lagi banyak dari saya"

Even when I was a Specialist, the staff nurses had to be called again and again just to make sure the management plan for the patient would be done. I was already used to answers from them:

“I’m busy with something else"

“My shift is already over"

...it was routine for me.

The Medical Assistants were worse. They would hide behind their so-called boss, the Head of Medical Assistant. They feel hiding behind him would make them not under our jurisdiction, that we have no power to instruct them in managing the patient, that they have power to manage own their own. I've seen them giving medications not as we prescribed, performing procedures without our knowledge, as if they are the actual "Doctors". They are in their own world, and we have to do their job, taking blood, labelling samples, and even cleaning gadgets from the procedures that we have done.

Oh, but the ministry loves this group. They even let them run a clinic now, instead of upgrading the clinics already run by doctors. The government feels that the MAs are very important and should never be ill-treated by those big bad doctors. One time when I was a District Hospital Medical Officer, I was conducting a delivery of a baby. An MA insisted that I remove my car which was block-parking his car. I answered through the phone that I was busy.

He came to the labor room and yelled "Semua orang pun sibuk jugak, macamlah doktor seorang yang sibuk!”

It is insulting that an MA or a staff nurse claims that they are BUSY, as busy as a doctor? As a Malaysian Doctor, I have even worked for 72 hours straight. I have experienced working until my 6 month old daughter did not recognize me at the end of the week.

Is that how busy they are? I am very sure that they are so busy, that they can only spend 2 hours at the nearby Mamak stall, or can only leave at 5:10 PM instead of 5, or can only have 1 hour of lunch.

The management staffs are worse. I have to beg and plead so that I can get my on-call claims, of RM25 per 48 hours of work. While sitting in an air-conditioned office, they will at their own leisure, process my call claims so that I will receive them by the next decade.

The state health or Hospital Director would just give another inspirational talk (of bollocks) on team effort and beauty of teamwork.

That is how Malaysian doctors are treated in the government sector: without respect, without dignity and without significance. Why?

It is because we are bound by ethics to try our best to save lives, despite how ill-treated we are. We hardly have time to complaint because we are too busy or tired, and we would rather spend the precious time resting or seeing our loved ones. The burden of trying to save lives is on our shoulders alone. No MAs or Staff nurses would shoulder it with us. They have their own bosses: the Sisters, Matrons, or Head of MAs, which job description is to ensure that the big bad doctors will not ask their underlings to do extra work.

This is how the Malaysian Ministry of Health have treated their doctors. I am very sure that in each and every doctor, there is a slowly-burning patience in serving the Malaysian people, which will eventually fade and cause them to surrender to serving a place that treats them better.

A few colleagues who graduated from UK choose to serve there:

"The pay is more, and we get the respect we deserve"

Another works in Brunei:

“Here the staff nurses respect Malaysian doctors, and they are very co-operative" (He ended up marrying one)

A few are consultants in Singapore (working with me):

"Here we are treated well, we spearhead the management, and every else do their work to the best of their capabilities".

A few even enjoys working in Indonesia:

“The work-load is horrible since there are a lot of patients, but we are well respected by every hospital personnel" (They have migrated there for nearly a decade)

I am sure that people will see doctors as power-hungry individuals who want to be the boss in the hospital. Trust me, after having graduated 6-7 years of medical school, earning a DEGREE, and subsequently MASTERS, and SUBSPECIALITY, you would expect a degree of respect and being considered important. We are trying our best to improve patient's quality of life, or making sure he lives another day. Is it too much to ask from the system that we are important?

I find that Malaysia is the only country that is making doctors' lives miserable and treated like rubbish. It was never about the pay in the first place. It is about the treatment we are getting and the false political-based promises. Do you know that the so-called circular about doctors can have the day off after working 24 hours straight released JULY 2009 is not yet implemented? Do you know that the raise of UD 41 to 44 does not involve every doctor in the government service?

We are waiting for improvement. We have waited a long time when we were working in the system. Somewhere along the line we decided to leave and wait outside the system. Until the system changes, we will continue to work overseas, in countries which are appreciative of us. Trust me, Malaysian-graduate doctors are considered highly skilful and competent in neighbouring countries, and the 15 % brain drain is more significant than you think.

We will return when the system prioritize us and gives us the quality of life we deserve.

If it stays the same, Malaysian Hospitals would end up having Staff nurses and Medical Assistants as "Doctors", and we would have to send patients to Indonesia for an appendicectomy.

Hear our voice. We hardly speak, but will usually fade away from conflict (and fly to another place).

that was fun kan?

okay sambung ~~tidur~~ study.

randomity #94

2010-05-06T04:40:00.002+08:00

if I ever get the chance to see One Republic perform live.

I would probably cry.

layan gila lagu dia.

sigh.

haha. kan best kalau boleh nyanyi macam dia?

okay nite.

alololo sweet nya.

2010-05-06T00:17:00.004+08:00

you have maybe seen this video making the usual rounds on the web already.

via Friendster, Facebook, Myspace, Yahoo or whatever.

but sweet is it not??

too bad the cat didnt wake up the end.

I guess you can't always get happy endings.

yes it is safe to say I'm a cat person.

nyohohohoho.

speaking of cats.

misha/misya!

it's a he by the way.

comel!

hahaha.

he's one of my batch mate's punya kucing.

I dunno where he got it from.

hmmm.

end of posting test next week!

finals makin dekat.

takut gila.

sigh.

p.s. 3 of toes currently don't have nails.

as I have removed them as it was damaged.

yes it does look gross.

ewwww.

p.p.s. setiap kali balik ceramah mesti rasa semangat and inspired.

doesn't last long enough though.

haiyo.

bye.

perlukan awak sekarang :(

2010-05-04T00:58:00.005+08:00

i like this song.

is it true??

mmmm hhhmmmmmm.

i do i do i dooooo-ohhhh.

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

hmmmm.

miao.

jap or do you like this one better?

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she looks like Emma Watson aka Herm-own-ninny kan?

hehehe.

perdy. *giggles* and sings really well too.

okay bye.

talk about bombshells.

2010-05-02T01:43:00.001+08:00

my life is like one long soap opera.

sigh.

god please give my family (me included!) strength.

please.

A-chill-es tendonitis.

2010-04-29T22:15:00.003+08:00

Yeah I think I have that.

go look it up.

see I help you increase your knowledge by not putting it up here so you can be proactive and find out for yourself!

I know. Your welcome.

~~but you could've just put the whole thing here and not susahkan people to go and cari....~~

yeah.

it hurts :(

but it doesnt when I play football or futsal.

seriously.

so I'll just do more of that then!

bye. oh tengok iron man malam ni.

hehehehe.

macam menarik je.

2010-04-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

don't you think so?

i dont wanna die though

two problems :

no money.

hmmmmm.

dammit.

no time.

hmmmmmm.

I think it's in the middle of my end of posting.

also there are shows on like thursday night (urghh).

I'm based in klang now.

so getting to PJ is problematic to say the least.

unless someone wants to borrow their car to me.

hmmm hmmmm.

i need some laughter man.

come on.

and some race jokes.

jom jom!

take that biatch!

2010-04-27T01:16:00.003+08:00

just killed the damn flying cockroach that's been here since yesterday.

ambik kau!

how?

by virtue of a full mineral water bottle of course.

didnt even leave a scratch.

yeah it feels so good i gotta blog about it.

hahahaha.

bye.

p.s. good luck to everybody who has exams soon!

randomity #93

2010-04-26T17:31:00.003+08:00

i ~~am scared~~ hate this kind of weather.

this end of the world type of weather.

stormy and hujan lebat gila and windy.

eeeeeeee.

i normally like normal rain.

moderate lah.

jelas sekali saya orang yang moderate hahaha

that doesnt even make sense.

the secret to happiness is to play in the rain at least 2 times a year.

i think everybody should try this. it's fun!

but jangan lebih lebih pulak.

too much of a good thing is bad for you.

main hujan jom!

urgh not in this rain though.

mati kena sambar nanti.

huh.

randomity #92

2010-04-22T02:21:00.002+08:00

sabar je lah.

God knows how I feel.

beautifully scary.

2010-04-21T13:40:00.005+08:00

looking at pictures of the Iceland Volcano.

Eyjafjallajokull Volcano to be exact.

say that very fast ten times!!

wah.

kalau nak tengok lagi gambar ~~yang I ambik~~ yang beautiful gila (of the volcano lar)

click here!

enjoys!

sini dalam rumah aku.

2010-04-19T00:37:00.003+08:00

I heard this song on Red.Fm the other day.

yes everybody's listening to Red FM these days.

1o4.9 in the Klang Valley.

and teringat lak pulak time Baktisiswa 2009 dulu.

time muda muda dulu.

takde banyak masalah.

I should blog about that experience sometime.

Anyways for the opening ceremony, some of us had to perform certain things.

Some danced. My group had to sing.

So on the bus to Pahang, where we did our Baktisiswa thang.

All of us were trying to memorize the song and stuff.

I've heard the song before we went for the trip but didnt really pay attention to it.

hohoho.

Anyways here it is :

Hold on brother hold on

The road is long. We're on stony ground

But I'm strong. You ain't heavy

Oh there's a misspoken truth that lies

Colors don't bind, oh no.

What do they know? They speak falsely.

Chorus:

Here in my home

I'll tell you what its all about

There's just one hope here in my heart

One Love undivided

That's what it's all about

Please won't you fall in one by one by one [with me]?

Push back sister won't you push back?

Love won't wait. Just keep pushing on.

Yes I'm strong. You ain't heavy.

Oh don't you worry about that...

What we have the shadows can't deny

Don't you know it's now or never?

Rap:

[Malay: TRANSLATED]

Years of fears and years of tribulation

The heart keeps searching for that endless devotion

Bertubi asakan berkurun lamanya

Hati ke depan mencari yang sayang

[Chinese: TRANSLATED]

Hand in hand we'll march like blood brothers

I speak for my people hope we'll find peace forever

shou qian shou da jia yi qi zou,

wo dai biao guo ren kai kou wei lai jiu mei you, you chou

[Tamil: TRANSLATED]

May the road ahead quench my thirst for success

May the road behind echo a song of the blessed

inthe payanam payanamm yen vettri thaagam

anthee kaana kaalam naam vetri raagam...nanba nanba

[English]

So I will let it be known yes I feel it in my bones

No matter where I roam this is home sweet home

Sing!

so my part was the Jac part.

disaster.

and the English rap part.

also disaster.

ahahaha but we all had fun doing it so :P

oh the good times.

where have they gone?

~~arghhh kenapa emoooo malam nieee wtf~~

night people.

in my head.

2010-04-18T23:48:00.003+08:00

i'm just saying what everybody else is thinking.

including you.

banyak orang emo hari ni nampaknya.

hmmm.

good for us then.

should be studying but..

2010-04-17T21:19:00.004+08:00

watching the Manchester Derby now.

why is everybody so lethargic??

making me bloody sleepy man.

*yawn*

anyways I wanna watch these movies!

sepak bontot lu!

but I've heard that it has profanity and some violence in it so probably

Malaysia's censoring board will be working hard on that so

we cannot be polluted by these Western movies.

ehem.

so i'll probably gonna download it.

or more likely, wait for somebody to download it.

orang besi 2.

he has a partner now.

gay.

honestly, I didnt have high hopes for the first one.

but it turned out awesome!

so yeah must watch.

(another) comic book based movie.

looks fun.

has the guy from Watchmen and the girl from Star Trek and the guy from

Fantastic Four and that guy from Stomp the Yard.

eh. sibuk je that guy.

haha.

Pulau... *damn finding a malay word for shutter*

ah biar lah.

came out a while already in the U.S.

some of the guys ada yang dah tengok pon.

they say very pening.

i'll take my chances.

question is bila nak tengok movie movie ni.

hmmm.

kata nak berubah.

bye.

SCHOLES JUST SCORED IN INJURY TIME!!!
FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!
:D

randomity #91

2010-04-14T23:32:00.002+08:00

i've been watching this Allah Made Me Funny series on Youtube.

hahahaha.

a bit different medium of comedy.

yeah im taking a break.

been a busy week.

byeeeeeee.

penat gila.

2010-04-11T00:56:00.002+08:00

okay.

weekend tak balik sebab nak buat kerja.

sabtu = gone by attempting to climb Gunung Nuang.

will blog about this later.

freaking tired.

then got CRP thing came up again.

"yay".

hahahaha.

alas.

homework - tak siap lagi ahhahaha.

case summary - memang tak lah wei!

so what's new?

now i'm freaking tired so I wanna sleep.

bye!

yeah.

as you have guessed.

this post is really useless.

faith.

2010-04-08T00:09:00.003+08:00

hahaha tengah layan old Limp Bizkit songs!

actually when I see listen to them now they do sound really.. stupid and silly.

but whatever.

janji rock!

p.s. the title refers to a remake they did of George Micheal's Faith.

hohoho lawak lawak.

randomity #90

2010-04-06T23:25:00.002+08:00

wah wah.

final year seniors have completed their final exams!

most of them have passed! congrats to them! gila power siot.

oh none of them read this blog *thank god *

I've been sibuk-ing and reading what they got for short and long case on facebook.

hahaha yeah poyo I know.

mak oi.

ternganga tengok case case diorang.

but interesting nonetheless.

fucking scary though.

now they get to be doctors and be rich (hopefully) and get married (hopefully) and live happily ever after! (errrr?)

wow.

aku pulak?

struggling nak lepas Klang dulu.

I'm really worried of not getting through Klang.

I don't think I can tahan staying here another year.

sigh.

so apalagi?

ini lah masanya nak jadi rajin!

nak lepas Phase IIIA!

nak buat elective kat UK!

with my bro :P

nak graduate!

nak ada duit!

~~nak kahwin!~~

okay cukup lah tu kot.

for now.

susah susah dahulu.

fuh.

doubt.

2010-04-01T12:51:00.001+08:00

i don't think i can do this.

damn.

i'm such a loser.

just wanted to say.

2010-03-29T00:38:00.003+08:00

how freakishly awesome was L O S T ' s latest episode!

Richard's backstory!

YES!

the one and only!

The Ageless One!

The Eyeliner Dude!

The Bushy Eyebrows Man!

~~The Mayor of Gotham!~~

but seriously.

it was very, very good.

puas hati aku tengok.

why, thank you. haha.

okay gonna sleep now.

tired after playing field football and taking train back bla bla bla.

macam biasa.

nite.

sunday mornin' rain is fallin.

2010-03-28T23:48:00.004+08:00

okay lah.
it didnt really rain today.
but that's the only song that I remember that has a Sunday in it.
well that and that Black Eye Peas song but i prefer this one so :P

okay so on to what I did Sunday.
bangun pagi.
remembered that it was Sunday.
duh.
thought that I had to present long case on Monday.
so went to Klang in a rush.
pastu tengok tengok orang lain yang kena present.
:S
alang-alang menyeluk pekasam?
meaning just go lah to the ward, still have to present on Tuesday what.
hahahahahaha fat chance I am lazy so what!!!!!
:D

so lepak jap dengan the guys.
makan at dm.
save duit hehe.
they all planning to waterfall later evening.
i cannot go.
:(
anyways.
went to get something at Bangsar.
then came back to this.

looks okay?
take a look again.

bastard ar sapa buat ni.
grrrrrr.

anyway went to play field football.
yay!
damn long never play already!
actually baru main for 6th during MUNUS.
but this is with my school friends.
long time never play with them already.
hehehehe. main kat UM some more. diorang puji padang UM. kata best!
*bangga* *takde kene mengena dengan aku pon sebenarnya*
fun! suprised that I was actually confident of playing.
dulu masa MUNUS takut gila.
:S
won against some team.
they all bragged that futsal players cannot play field football one.
hmmm. ye ke?
:D
i have to say.
it was fucking hot.
sunburnt. again. sigh.

hard day's work.
phew.

so took the train to klang.
took it from petaling station.
where the toilet was locked.
and the surau also.
damn stupid right.
:S
managed to get the guard to open the surau at least.
train delay as usual.
not cramped =yay. aircond sejuk = double yay!
finally reached klang.
got to beat the rain when i reached the hospital.
penat gila.
so yeah that's it.
very boring and tiring day.
:D

looking forward to waking up in the middle of the night, getting cramps.
hmmmm.

p.s. I wanna watch this!
some people kata tak best.
ada yang kata best.
is it even released here?
:S
oh well.

whaaaaa?

oh I have watched Up in the Air and The Lovely Bones :

not bad.
liked it.
:D

book was better.
as usual.
but still quite good.
hmmmm.

bila nak jumpa a good book to movie adaptation?
granted, I havent watched The Time Traveller's Wife but still.
not really having any high hopes for that.
:S

p.s.s. Asal rasa cam panjang lak post nie?
okay bye.
oh it was my mom's birthday last Friday.
ingat nak tulis something here.
~~you know, to show that I ACTUALLY have a heart.~~
tapi takpe lah.
she knows.
I think.
:P

okay okay bye nak tido zzzzzz.

hey kakak jiwa.

2010-03-28T23:30:00.003+08:00

macam best pulak lagu ni.

hmmmmm.

padahal tak best pon sebenarnya.

Hey, hey, hey

Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains
I knew I wouldn't forget you, and so I went and let you blow my mind
Your sweet moonbeam, the smell of you in every single dream I dream
I knew when we collided, you're the one I have decided who's one of my kind

Hey soul sister, ain't the Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight
Hey, hey,hey

Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one-track mind like me
You gave my life direction, a game show love connection we can't deny
I'm so obsessed, my heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest
I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna, and I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight

The way you can't cut a rug, watching you's the only drug I need
You're so gangsta, I'm so thug, you're the only one I'm dreaming of
You see, I can be myself now finally, in fact there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you be with me

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do tonight,
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight
Hey, hey,hey

Tonight
Hey, hey,hey

Tonight

okay lah sedap lah jugak.

sikit.

okay. ultimate fail.

2010-03-25T01:33:00.003+08:00

semua gambar yang telah diedit with Picasa hilang!

bukan aku reti edit pon.

just tekan tekan butang je.

hahaha.

but still!

it took quite a while to do that shit!

argh!!!!

i'm still confused with Picasa.

haiyo.

padahal simple gila kot.

dah takde mood dah.

maybe i'll do it later.

nite people.

ceh ceh preview sikit :

yeah i know.

i dunno how to edit pictures.

oh well.

practice makes perfect.

randomity #89

2010-03-24T00:20:00.002+08:00

i lie entirely too well.

it's not like i do it all the time.

hell, sometimes i dont wanna do it.

i lie most of the time for fun.

which is not considered lying actually.

it's more like joking around.

but if i lie, i lie pretty well.

dont worry guys.

i dont lie to most of you.

just people that i have to.

if that happens to be you, sorry lar :P

it's not really lying.. it's more like saying things that they wanna hear.

or not saying things they dont wanna hear.

so they will go on with their lives.

happily.

or will leave me alone.

blissfully unaware!

yeah that's the term.

hmmmm.

should i be completely honest for a day?

and see what happens?

sounds interesting.

hahaha.

sounds like the movie LIAR LIAR.

then tak payah lah.

okay i should really be studying.

i just have a really big headache.

back to medicine ward.

hi Talley, long time no see.

bye.

randomity #88

2010-03-18T22:59:00.001+08:00

hey everybody.

at home now.

watching American Idol.

downloading L O S T.

just ate dinner plate KFC.

full.

that feel's good.

too bad it's temporary.

oh well gotta enjoy it while it lasts.

peace!

cinta sempurna.

2010-03-16T05:58:00.002+08:00

i know this song is kinda old.
tapi takpe.
masih layan.
:D

Aku Manusia Lemah
Selalu Terjatuh
Berbeda Aku Dari Mu
Kau Berdiri Teguh
Aku Serba Tiada
Aku Kekurangan
Dan Bila Kau Tiba
Aku Hilang Dari Kewujudan

Sempurnanya Sifatmu
Tulusnya Hatimu
Jujurnya Niatmu
Tingginya Kesabaranmu
Lepaskanlah Diriku
Kerna Aku Tak Mampu
Tuk Menanggung
Sebuah Cinta Sempurna
Darimuu
Darimuuu...Oahh...

Bukan Aku Tak Pernah Mengerti Dirimu
Kusanjung Setiap Kata Cinta Kau Berikan Aku
Hilangkan Rasa Itu Akhirkan Semua
Dan Bila Kau Sedar Aku Hilang Dari Kewujudan.. Oooo

Sempurnanya Sifatmu
Tulusnya Hatimu
Jujurnya Niatmu
Tingginya Kesabaranmu
Lepaskanlah Diriku
Kerna Aku Tak Mampu
Tuk Menanggung Sebuah Cinta Sempurna
Darimuu
Darimuuu...Oahh...

told you it was nice right?
hmm hmmm.
ada ke cinta sempurna ni sebenarnya?
hmmmm.

solat dulu jom.
haha.

siap!

2010-03-16T05:49:00.002+08:00

yay!
i have finished my part for the discussion!
and it's only 5.50 am!

:S
nolah i've been kinda under the weather since i got back.
bad case of the sniffles.
hmmmm.
and i dont think the discussion was done very well.
blame the sniffles.
~~ala kalau sihat pon sure sama je :P~~

nak tidoooooooooooooooooo.
bye.